<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[Rini Sinha]]></title><description><![CDATA[Fragments, people, and what remains.]]></description><link>https://betweenintentions.substack.com</link><image><url>https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!73Pi!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8137f0db-18c2-41b5-8fee-5c3743faad29_1063x1063.jpeg</url><title>Rini Sinha</title><link>https://betweenintentions.substack.com</link></image><generator>Substack</generator><lastBuildDate>Fri, 12 Jun 2026 23:04:36 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://betweenintentions.substack.com/feed" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><copyright><![CDATA[Rini Sinha]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><webMaster><![CDATA[betweenintentions@substack.com]]></webMaster><itunes:owner><itunes:email><![CDATA[betweenintentions@substack.com]]></itunes:email><itunes:name><![CDATA[Rini Sinha]]></itunes:name></itunes:owner><itunes:author><![CDATA[Rini Sinha]]></itunes:author><googleplay:owner><![CDATA[betweenintentions@substack.com]]></googleplay:owner><googleplay:email><![CDATA[betweenintentions@substack.com]]></googleplay:email><googleplay:author><![CDATA[Rini Sinha]]></googleplay:author><itunes:block><![CDATA[Yes]]></itunes:block><item><title><![CDATA[Curated Lives]]></title><description><![CDATA[Yet feelings remain stubbornly unfiltered.]]></description><link>https://betweenintentions.substack.com/p/curated-lives</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://betweenintentions.substack.com/p/curated-lives</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Rini Sinha]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 12 Jun 2026 17:29:15 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!73Pi!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8137f0db-18c2-41b5-8fee-5c3743faad29_1063x1063.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The silk bedsheet creased under Aishwarya&#8217;s overstretched arm, her fingers brushing the pillowcase tassels. She pulled the pillow close. For the next few minutes, she lay still, then slid out of bed.</p><p>After changing into loungewear, Aishwarya tried reading, gave up after a page, and wandered into the walk-in. She studied her reflection, reaching first for a lipstick and then settling on lip balm instead.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://betweenintentions.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>Brows knitted, she walked back into the dark bedroom, pausing before the French windows still hidden behind heavy drapes. A touch slid the curtains to the edges, and the colourful petunias, along the railing, lifted the pink and grey of the room.</p><p>But her eyes caught the knotted balcony swing, still.</p><p>She shook her head<em>, </em>maybe on another Sunday.</p><p>Moments later, Aishwarya turned the door latch but let it fall back. She kicked her joggers to slip into her Kolhapuris and strode out.</p><p>Stepping outside, she tried to remember the names of the two girls skating on the track, but a child walking a poodle distracted her. Maybe I should get one, too, she mused, walking to the end of their wing to grab her morning usual from the club counter.</p><p>She waited facing the park with one leg resting against the wall. Nearby, a child squeaked with excitement as his mother struggled to get him into the car while the father stood patiently by the door.</p><p>She grimaced at the sight. Is it even worthwhile to embroil in the burden of relationships?</p><p>At the far end of the park, children huddled together on the swing<em>.</em></p><p>Thankfully, the takeout and the condo valet arrived. <br>Aishwarya set her coffee in the holder and pulled out of the driveway for her parlour appointment.</p><p>By the time the services ended, a calm smile had settled on her lips.<br>However, the image of the little boy squeezing between his parents surfaced.</p><p>She frowned.<br>&#8220;What happened, ma&#8217;am?&#8221;</p><p>Aishwarya stood in front of the mirror, her eyes squinting. &#8220;Umm&#8230; hair check, skin check, nails check. Thanks for the lovely eye make-up.&#8221;<br>&#8220;You are welcome, Ma&#8217;am.&#8221;<br>&#8220;Have a good day,&#8221; she waved at the staff.</p><p>Outside, after adjusting her aviator to soften the harsh sun, she crossed over to the store opposite.</p><p>Picked a breezy Zim complementing her Birkin Picnic, knowing the indulgence was worth the Insta post.<br>She planned to take a selfie, but a family had occupied the lone bench in the arcade.</p><p>The father shifted sideways to make room for a stroller while the mother balanced shopping bags on one shoulder.</p><p>She walked on, grateful for her freedom.</p><p>Back at the parking, as she was taking out her car keys, a voice called out from behind.<br>&#8220;Excuse me.&#8221;</p><p>Not a voice she recognised. <br>Aishwarya turned her head slowly, eyebrows raised, eyes half shut. &#8220;Yes?&#8221;</p><p>Dressed in a well-structured linen suit, gelled hair brushed back, a man was swirling her aviator.</p><p>&#8220;Oh, I left it behind! Thank you so much.&#8221; Her pout lingered.<br>&#8220;Sorry if I sound cheesy,&#8221; he shifted his weight, &#8220;you look stunning in this dress.&#8221;<br>Aishwarya smiled. He reciprocated, his teeth in a straight line.<br>&#8220;Were you at the store?&#8221; She asked.<br>Nodding his head up and down, he replied, &#8220;Yes, Ma&#8217;am.&#8221; <br>He smacked his lips, &#8220;I was there to buy a gift, but you already bought the best piece!&#8221;<br>&#8220;For someone special?&#8221;<br>He nodded again. &#8220;My GF. If you are not in a rush, may I request you to help me choose a gift?&#8221;<br>Removing a few strands from her neck, she said, &#8220;Ok. Let&#8217;s go to Sacai.&#8221;</p><p>He shrugged.</p><p>&#8220;By the way, I am Ranveer. Friends call me Ro,&#8221; he said, sticking his hand out.<br>&#8220;Aishwarya.&#8221; She clasped his palms for a handshake.</p><p>He leaned forward, extending his right arm, &#8220;After you, Ma&#8217;am.&#8221;</p><p>At the shop, Ro was immediately drawn to the Art Deco sofa.<br>&#8220;Oh, you also like vintage furniture?&#8221; Ash asked him. <br>Ro threw an appreciative glance, his hand gliding through the rich green leather. &#8220;I&#8217;ll show you some of my prized stuff.&#8221; <br>Ash strutted inside. After about half an hour, she concluded it was best to buy an assortment of small gifts.</p><p>You will not go wrong with these accessories, perfumes, and glasses. She is sure to like a few of these...&#8221;<br>&#8220;Hmm, but right now I can only think of food. Are you hungry?&#8221;<br>&#8220;Famished,&#8221; Ash grinned.<br>&#8220;There are lots of interesting places around. Give me a moment, please,&#8221; he said, stepping aside to make a call.</p><p>From a distance, he looked at her and called out, &#8220;Sushi at the Table?&#8221;<br>She made a thumbs-up sign.</p><p>In the lift, Ro shared his preferences. &#8220;Japanese and Korean are my favourites.&#8221; <br>&#8220;Same. I&#8217;ll also add Thai,&#8221; Ash gushed, lowering her voice.</p><p>Even though it was well past lunchtime, the restaurant was quite full.</p><p>&#8220;The terrace is nice in the evenings; for now, let&#8217;s be at the bar.&#8221; Ro guided her, waving at the staff.<br>Ro was proving to be an unexpectedly good addition to the afternoon. He seemed pleasant enough. Good taste, good manners, well-dressed.</p><p>Ash, half-smiling, looked around.</p><p>An elderly man nearby sat in silence over untouched plates, while laughter broke out from a table behind them.<br>Behind Ro, four girls were wolfing down nigiri rolls between giggles.</p><p>They placed their orders, and Ro began to show pictures of vintage furniture designs on his phone.<br>Drinks in hand, they moved to the terrace, when the fairy lights twinkled against the deep blue sky.</p><p> &#8220;I didn&#8217;t realise how time flew by,&#8221; Ash exclaimed.<br>She couldn&#8217;t remember the last time a day had disappeared in conversation.</p><p>&#8220;Oh yeah, it&#8217;s quite late. Alas, I will never know how the story ended with your Korean client.&#8221; Ro rued half-jokingly.</p><p>&#8220;Aww, why don&#8217;t you stop by for a nightcap? After all, you can take the bypass for the ring road.&#8221;<br>&#8220;I am game!&#8221; Ro grinned.</p><p>He stood still at the entryway of her apartment.<br>&#8220;What happened? Come inside.&#8221; Ash tilted her head.<br>&#8220;Ahem,&#8221; Ro cleared his throat, &#8220;I mean, a white living room! It&#8217;s a dream.&#8221;<br>Ash burst out laughing, her hair cascading below her shoulder. &#8220;Relax, and tell me what you would like?&#8221;<br>Uh, Evian. Give me a house tour, please.&#8221;<br>Ash smiled ear to ear. &#8220;My kitchen is also white with sage accents!&#8221;</p><p>For an accidental encounter, he turned out to be remarkably easy company. Some stay in touch afterwards. Most don&#8217;t.</p><p>She started with the study. &#8220;This is my creative corner. And its tiny balcony holds the best view.&#8221;</p><p>Ro laughed, seeing the master bedroom. &#8220;Oh, this giant bolster pillow is a no-no.&#8221;<br>&#8220;Ah, it&#8217;s my night companion,&#8221; Aishwarya puckered.</p><p>They lingered in the doorway of the bedroom longer than necessary.</p><p>The conversation faltered for the first time all day.</p><p>Neither moved.</p><p> Ro&#8217;s attention had drifted from the room to her.</p><p>Aishwarya flinched, wishing he&#8217;d look away.</p><p>She drew in a breath.</p><p>He put his index finger gently against her lips.</p><p>The next morning, the scent of his cologne still lingered on the pillow.</p><p>But Monday has no space for feelings. Work week had started with the comfort of predictability.</p><p>Sharp at nine, Aishwarya was at her desk, jotting down the points she would address at the meeting. She preferred entering a room already knowing each answer before the first question was even asked.</p><p>Shortly, Julie, her secretary, came into her office with a notebook. &#8220;Ash, this is the list of critical clients, and Bhoras Group has sent a reminder. It...&#8221;</p><p>Aishwarya pressed her lips to conceal her smile.<br>&#8220;Wh... what is so funny?&#8221; Julie&#8217;s voice faltered. <br>&#8220;Nothing at all, continue.&#8221; Usually, memories of weekend chance meetings faded by Wednesday.</p><p>Indeed, she kept busy and even had to study a few plans until late in the night. <br>At the end of the next day, Charlie was walking with her to the parking lot. <br>&#8220;You know, it&#8217;s a select gathering, nothing fancy. Please take out some time.&#8221; He said as she got in her car. <br>&#8220;You have told Julie, right?&#8221; She had pressed the engine on.<br>He nodded, adding, &#8220;I know you barely get time beyond your business commitments.&#8221;</p><p>Her eyes were on the road, manoeuvring the wheel. <em>Ro is the committed one. The onus is his.</em></p><p>The next day, Julie reminded, &#8220;Ash, you have an on-site meeting on Ring Road.&#8221;<br>Aishwarya looked at her as soon as she heard the address. Julie was saying something. Aishwarya already knew she would have to dress well&#8230;</p><p>On Saturday, the concierge had received a package on her behalf.</p><p>Aishwarya opened the fragrant note, tucked in the bouquet of lilies.</p><p>She smiled despite herself. Weekends weren&#8217;t supposed to follow her into weekdays.</p><p>Placing her hand on her heart, she reread the note. <br>You didn&#8217;t leave my head- Ro.</p><p></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://betweenintentions.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! 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Mani pulled her blanket closer.</p><p>Her Naga shawl on the chair was a step away from the bed. She swiftly picked it up and snuggled back into bed. Ahh, so much better.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://betweenintentions.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>It was only seven, another hour to cosy up, but fragments of conversations floated in through the door.</p><p><em>Is everyone okay?</em></p><p>She got up with a jump. The heavy shawl, half wrapped around her neck, dragged behind as she walked into her parents&#8217; conversation.</p><p>After setting the electric kettle to boil, she headed to freshen up.</p><p>Mani was cupping her hand under the running tap when the doorbell rang. She splashed water on her face and half-ran towards the keyholder.</p><p>While tossing the key from the window to her maid, she noticed the garbage collector waiting by the neighbour&#8217;s door.</p><p>Mani quickly set the tea to brew and collected the dry flowers from the vases to throw in the wastebasket.</p><p>&#8220;Ruku, don&#8217;t forget to ask if he&#8217;ll collect the cartons tomorrow,&#8221; Mani reminded her maid.</p><p>Mani served tea to her elderly parents.</p><p>&#8220;Where is your tea?&#8221; her mother asked.</p><p>&#8220;Coming, coming&#8230; putting the milk to boil.&#8221;</p><p>No sooner had Mani returned to the kitchen than the doorbell went off again.</p><p>&#8220;Ruku, see who it is,&#8221; she yelled, sliding the ladle into the milk vessel.</p><p>&#8220;Didi, Mustafa is here,&#8221; Ruku came running in, grabbing a few cane baskets.</p><p>Mani switched off the gas stove to see what her vendor had brought.</p><p>&#8220;Take back the cauliflower, Mustafa. Why did you bring such a big one?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;He he, I&#8217;ll take it back.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Mani, I can&#8217;t find my glasses. Check the dresser.&#8221; Rumbled her father.</p><p>Mani continued to stand at the doorway, discussing the veggie prices. Finally, she fetched a 500 note from the locker.</p><p>&#8220;Mani, my glasses.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Here,&#8221; handing the money to Mustafa, Mani went inside to fetch her father&#8217;s glasses.</p><p>&#8220;Let me also give you the eye drops,&#8221; she told her father.</p><p>&#8220;At least have your tea,&#8221; her mother coaxed.</p><p>The doorbell rang.</p><p>The cook had arrived.</p><p>Mani began sorting the fresh vegetables for lunch, estimating proportions, when the bell went off again.</p><p>&#8220;Where is Ruku?&#8221; her mother grumbled as Mani peeped out of the window to see the visitor.</p><p>It was Satyan.</p><p>&#8220;Ah, Didi, please come down. I am trimming the bougainvillaea bush.&#8221;</p><p>Mani poured a cup of tea and put it in the microwave. &#8220;Ok, give me a minute.&#8221;</p><p> Her father looked at Mani absentmindedly as he struggled to manage the newspaper pages.</p><p>Mani dashed down the stairs. In the background, her mother was asking for something.</p><p>By the time she returned, the tea had grown cold. She reset the microwave timer.</p><p>&#8220;Oh Mani, give me the peas. I&#8217;ll shell them and have your tea,&#8221; her mother said.</p><p>&#8220;Yes, okay.&#8221;</p><p>The doorbell rang.</p><p>Mani picked up the key but saw Ruku with the dusting cloth.</p><p>&#8220;Did you clean with Colin? Go, bring the snack boxes; the Muri lady is here.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Didi,&#8221; the cook called.</p><p>&#8220;I am coming. Curdle the milk. It&#8217;s time for breakfast,&#8221; Mani shouted back.</p><p>Soon, she served breakfast to her parents.</p><p>Her mother, taking the fruit platter, said, &#8220;At least have your tea now.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Yes, Ma. First, try this new prebiotic drink.&#8221;</p><p>Mani placed the glasses of hot drinks on the table.</p><p>&#8220;I am taking tomorrow&#8217;s appointment with Dr Rishab,&#8221; she said.</p><p>Her father nodded as she picked up her phone.</p><p>The microwave beeped, signalling the end of the reheat.</p><p>Mani finally took her tea and slumped onto the sofa beside her father, with phone in one hand, steaming cup in the other.</p><p>She took her first sip.</p><p>&#8220;Ahh.&#8221;</p><p>The doorbell rang.</p><p>Mani rolled her eyes. Of course.</p><p>Her mother called out, &#8220;Ruku&#8230;&#8221;</p><div><hr></div><p><strong> &#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;-</strong><br><strong>In most Indian families, there is someone like Mani, on whom the rhythm of the home depends on&#8230;even before she&#8217;s had her first sip of tea.</strong></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://betweenintentions.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The weight of the parcel and the beginning of an undoing ]]></title><description><![CDATA[Part 2: After the Jummah Prayer]]></description><link>https://betweenintentions.substack.com/p/the-weight-of-the-parcel-and-the</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://betweenintentions.substack.com/p/the-weight-of-the-parcel-and-the</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Rini Sinha]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 29 May 2026 16:38:19 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!73Pi!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8137f0db-18c2-41b5-8fee-5c3743faad29_1063x1063.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em>Previously: A mysterious parcel, hidden cash, and growing suspicion begin to unsettle Humza&#8217;s family&#8230;<br></em></p><p>Shabaz returned midweek and slipped into the familiar rhythm of home.</p><p>It was past dinner time when the couple finally had a moment alone.</p><p>As part of her nightly routine, Farhana was massaging her face with the night cream.</p><p>She looked at her husband rummaging through his bag.</p><p>He looked up at the mirror. &#8220;Did you speak to Humza?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Yes, every day.&#8221; She got under the duvet. &#8220;Could you not speak to him?&#8221;</p><p>Shabaz nodded, climbing into bed. &#8220;I kept wondering how Humza met the Imam?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Maybe they met him somewhere around. This Imam is a young fellow.&#8221; Farhana smiled at her overworked husband.</p><p>&#8220;Possible. That&#8217;s why he never mentioned the topic. By the way, I received a message from Mr Qureshi.&#8221;</p><p>Farhana massaged his creased brows. &#8220;Hmm, you forgot about their granddaughter&#8217;s birthday.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Ah, I see,&#8221; he said, yawning loudly.</p><p>Farhana switched off the bedside lamps.</p><p>On Saturday, a small group of guests visited the Qureshi family.</p><p>Hamid was also there.</p><p>He asked Humeira how Humza was doing at his uni.</p><p>&#8220;He is back to his cheery self,&#8221; Sana laughed.</p><p>Resting his hands over his head, he asked the sisters to recap the banter.</p><p>Sana and Humeira took turns to describe how they teased their little brother.</p><p>&#8220;Were there only stacks of money in the packet?&#8221; Hamid wanted to know.</p><p>The sisters looked at each other.</p><p>&#8220;Was there an envelope...I think an envelope fell near my feet.&#8221; Sana&#8217;s eyes squinted, recreating the scene.</p><p>Suddenly, she held her sister&#8217;s hand and whispered. &#8220;Do you recall the two white envelopes?&#8221;</p><p> &#8220;No, I don&#8217;t, but do you think that Moroccan is involved in something illegal?&#8221; Humeira asked.</p><p>&#8220;At least check that no harm comes to our little brother,&#8221; Sana pleaded.</p><p>&#8220;Sure, but I don&#8217;t think he is in danger,&#8221; Hamid sure after a pause. &#8220;We&#8217;ve passed the hotel guest&#8217;s details for verification.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Ah, Hamid Bhai&#8217;s Police mode is on!&#8221; The sisters giggled. Hamid smiled.  </p><p>Pulling the chair closer, Hamid leaned forward. &#8220;Listen, please do not utter a word to Humza or your parents till I have all the info.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Hello, what is the intense discussion going on between the three of you?&#8221; <br>Mrs Qureshi beamed from the other side of the lawn.</p><p>They looked at her with a start.</p><p>She gestured for them to step inside; lunch was being served.</p><p>The trio rushed to join the other guests.</p><p>On Wednesday&#8217;s family call, Humza informed them that since he was mostly at the library, he would not be able to take video calls.</p><p> His thesis submission was around the corner. &#8220;Ok, fine.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;But why can&#8217;t we call you around this time? <br>You are not going to be at the library all night?&#8221; Sana prodded.</p><p>Shabaz nodded, &#8220;Correct, Sana. Even a small chat will keep your spirits high.&#8221;<br>The screen filled with his smile. &#8220;No, Baba, at this time, it&#8217;s a distraction.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;You are right, bro. Don&#8217;t push him, Baba.&#8221; Sana took his side.</p><p>Humeira appreciated her brother&#8217;s lean look.</p><p>&#8220;Especially you, Mama, do not panic if I don&#8217;t answer your calls or if I don&#8217;t call up for a few days,&#8221; Humza told his mother.</p><p>Farhana threw a kiss at her anxious child.</p><p>Before they signed off, the sisters exchanged an assuring look.</p><p>Sana felt foolish for overthinking. She couldn&#8217;t wait to tell Hamid that they were needlessly worried about Humza.</p><p>She texted him proposing a coffee date. His confirmation message arrived within minutes.</p><p>By the time she reached the cafe, he had already ordered the cappuccino.</p><p>&#8220;Hmm, what&#8217;s the emergency meeting for?&#8221; Hamid bit his lips to keep from laughing.</p><p>He gazed at her luminous eyes as she sighed. Sitting across, her long legs stretched out, not a care in the world.</p><p>&#8220;Hey, what&#8217;s with the silly expression?&#8221; Sana nudged him.</p><p>&#8220;Nothing.&#8221; He looked over his shoulder. &#8220;And what else? Anything unusual?&#8221;</p><p>She rolled her eyes. &#8220;Why should there be a problem? By the way, last week, an Imam visited us.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Family friends?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;No, just Humza knows him a bit.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Sip your coffee slowly, and I will join you shortly,&#8221; he told a bewildered Sana.</p><p>As the bell jingled at every entrance, Sana looked up only to find other people trooping in.</p><p>Finally. Hamid appeared.</p><p>Wearing a broad grin and holding a rose, he came back to the table.</p><p>&#8220;This is for you.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;You think bribing works?&#8221;</p><p>Squeezing her hands, he winked, &#8220;Always.&#8221;</p><p>A slow pout crept on Sana&#8217;s lips.</p><p>One moment, her boyfriend is all business; the next, he becomes all mushy.</p><p>Hamid checked the time, &#8220;Babe, let&#8217;s get going.&#8221; He signalled the wait staff for the check.</p><p>Later that evening, while Farhana searched for a seven-letter word, Shabaz said, &#8220;I am going to the jummah tomorrow.&#8221;</p><p>Farhana giggled, &#8220;So the Imam&#8217;s visit was fruitful.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;What rubbish. I plan to come back after the morning meetings.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Then I&#8217;ll also take a half day!&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;We can take off to some overnight spots,&#8221; Shabaz suggested.</p><p>&#8220;Yes, it&#8217;s been a while. Let me figure out with the girls.&#8221;</p><p>The family retired that night in high spirits.</p><p>Friday began like any other rushed weekday, but the difference was in their mood.</p><p>Except Sana. Hamid had neither called nor replied to her messages since morning.</p><p>Yet, the family sitting together for lunch on a weekday had become rare.</p><p>&#8220;If only Humeira could shift her weekly offs from Monday&#8230;&#8221;</p><p>Sirens blazed on the street outside.</p><p>&#8220;Is there a VIP movement? Put on the TV.&#8221; Shabaz told his daughter.</p><p>Serving the korma, Farhana said, &#8220;Must be. I saw a heavy police deployment on my way back. Shabaz, try this.&#8221;</p><p>Between her mouthfuls, Sana peered at her phone notification.</p><p>By the way, did the Imam see you? Farhana asked.</p><p>Shabaz shook his head. &#8220;No, he was not there! Mm, you are right, the korma and the gosht are out of the world.&#8221;</p><p>The maid rushed towards a lurching Farhana.</p><p>The live news showed the chaos right after the prayer congregation in Lucknow.</p><p>A morsel of rice fell from Shabaz&#8217;s hands as Sana&#8217;s cutlery jangled on the floor.</p><p>&#8220;I knew something was wrong. I tried telling...&#8221; tears flooded in Humeira&#8217;s eyes. She moved closer to the TV.</p><p> On the television screen, Humza turned swiftly, but two men had locked his arms from both sides.</p><p>The reporter was yelling into the microphone that police had thwarted a major multi-city terror plot.</p><p>&#8220;It&#8217;s a mistaken identity. Hamid will clear the confusion,&#8221; Sana said, hugging her mother. Farhana cried out.</p><p>&#8220;Yes, Sana, it&#8217;s impossible&#8230;Save Humza. Call Hamid&#8230;&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;You are right, Mom. First arrest that friend Karan,&#8221; Humeira sobbed.</p><p>In that moment, Hamid entered through the kitchen door. <br>&#8220;Karan was a code word for SOS.&#8221;</p><p>Nobody spoke.</p><p>With difficulty, Shabaz uttered, &#8220;Nothing is making sense. Chennai to Lucknow?&#8221;</p><p>Hamid was barely audible. &#8220;Humza never returned to university.&#8221;<br></p><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The weight of the parcel ]]></title><description><![CDATA[And the beginning of an undoing]]></description><link>https://betweenintentions.substack.com/p/the-weight-of-the-parcel</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://betweenintentions.substack.com/p/the-weight-of-the-parcel</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Rini Sinha]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 22 May 2026 14:44:16 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!73Pi!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8137f0db-18c2-41b5-8fee-5c3743faad29_1063x1063.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p></p><p>Shabaz glanced at his wife. &#8220;Have I done something wrong?&#8220;</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://betweenintentions.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>&#8220;No.&#8221; Farhana laughed. &#8220;It&#8217;s funny how work expressions travel home.&#8221;</p><p>Shabaz let out a low whistle, his brows rising. &#8220;I agree, especially during the month-end targets.&#8221;</p><p>Farhana gestured to the maid to place the tray on the coffee table.</p><p>As the help turned to leave, Shabaz asked her to send Humza.</p><p>Farhana made a face, &#8220;He will come on his own. I think he&#8217;s packing.&#8221;</p><p>The couple sipped their coffee in silence.</p><p>&#8220;Aah!&#8221; Farhana massaged her throat, and Shabaz nearly jumped out of his seat.</p><p>&#8220;Have you noticed?&#8221; Farhana&#8217;s <em>smile lifted her cheeks</em>. <br>&#8220;Humza has become calmer these days.&#8221;</p><p>Shabaz mumbled that his wife can add her son&#8217;s stubbornness to the list. <br>He was not happy that Humza insisted on taking the late-night flight.</p><p>The doorbell rang. Must be Sana returning with treats for her brother.</p><p>But it was Humeira, storming in from the hallway, face reddened.</p><p>&#8220;What happened?&#8221; Humza stumbled out of his room.</p><p>&#8220;A guest has given this packet to Humza.&#8221; </p><p>Her brother grinned and almost snatched the parcel.</p><p>&#8220;Mama, how does Humza know a businessman from Morocco?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;And how does he know Humza, your sister, is a chef at the hotel?&#8221; Her eyes blazing, she stared at Humza.</p><p>Farhana&#8217;s hands flew to cover her mouth.</p><p><em>Drugs?</em> The saucer shook in her hand as Shabaz demanded to check the packet.</p><p> Humza nodded. &#8220;Relax, guys, relax.&#8221; All eyes were fixed on him.</p><p>&#8220;It was a last-minute request from Karan, my friend, and I had forwarded his message to Humeira.&#8221; Yet she is making such a hoo-ha.&#8221;</p><p>Shabaz leaned back in his chair. Farhana&#8217;s shoulders dropped to her sides.</p><p>Humza half-turned towards his bedroom, but Humeira was not done.<br>&#8220;Wait,&#8221; she said, looking straight into his eyes. &#8220;How did he know I had taken a day shift to surprise you?&#8221;</p><p>He stuttered.</p><p>Farhana squeezed Shabaz&#8217;s hands.</p><p>Humza looked at his mother, shrugging. &#8220;Will you please remind Humeira that I messaged her!&#8221;</p><p>He turned towards his sister. &#8220;Nobody remembers technical details. Your hotel is not far anyway. I would have collected it if you were not available.&#8221;</p><p>In that brief moment, Sana had entered the house.</p><p>&#8220;What is this attitude, Humeira?&#8221; asked Shabaz.</p><p>Humeira knew by his tone that Mama&#8217;s disapproving gaze was on her. <br>She glared at her smirking brother.</p><p>Seeing Humeira seething with anger, Sana winked at her and punched the packet. <br>Humza was caught off guard.</p><p>Taking advantage of that confusion, Humeira kicked the parcel before it touched the ground.</p><p>The packet skidded on the polished marble floor.</p><p>&#8220;Stop bullying your brother.&#8221;<br>Farhana&#8217;s voice pierced through the room as Humza slid on the floor to grab the packet.</p><p>Sana tried snatching it. Wads of dollars and two envelopes fell out.</p><p>Shabaz stood up.</p><p>The ceiling fan whirred at full speed as a few notes fluttered across the floor.</p><p>Humza was the first one to recover.</p><p> He slid the envelopes in a lightning motion and dialled a number.<br>&#8220;Karan, you bloody fool, are you a smuggler? Your packet is filled with thousands of dollars.&#8221;</p><p>A voice floated from the other side, but Humza yelled back, &#8220;I don&#8217;t care.&#8221;</p><p>He looked at his father, &#8220;He said it&#8217;s for a new house or something.&#8221;</p><p>The next instant, putting his arm around Sana, he heaved a huge sigh, &#8220;Imagine, if somehow I was caught with these...&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Call the police,&#8221; Shabaz said.</p><p>&#8220;Oh, no, Papa. Karan is sending someone to collect the packet. Ah, let&#8217;s not get into any trouble. Humeira might face problems with her job.&#8221;</p><p>Farhana rushed towards her son.</p><p>&#8220;Yes, Humza made sense. It was better to stay safe.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Sana, wrap up the wads in a cloth bag.&#8221; Shabaz directed his daughter.<br>To his son, he said, &#8220;Call up that fellow to ask the name of the person coming to collect the money.&#8221;</p><p>Within ten minutes, someone was at the door asking for Humza.</p><p>Farhana&#8217;s fingers froze around her cup as she looked at her son.</p><p>Humza swallowed hard.</p><p>Shabaz raised his hand, signalling everyone to stay put, but Sana followed a few steps behind.</p><p>Humeira didn&#8217;t blink.</p><p> The man at the door fidgeted. &#8220;Ah, Karan has sent me to collect the packet.&#8221;</p><p>Shabaz handed him the packet without a word and locked the main door.</p><p>&#8220;Ask for another round of coffee,&#8221; Shabaz uttered, getting back onto his sofa.</p><p>&#8220;What did he say, Baba? Did he look like a gangster?&#8221; Asked Sana.</p><p>&#8220;Hmm. He had a funny accent... may not be Indian,&#8221; Shabaz mumbled.</p><p>&#8220;You stay away from such boys,&#8221; Farhana cautioned her son.</p><p>&#8220;I am better off at my university,&#8221; his voice choked. &#8220;I can&#8217;t wait to leave this city.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Why are you so disturbed?&#8221; Humeira asked her brother.</p><p>&#8220;Exactly,&#8221; Shabaz said, inhaling the nutty aroma. &#8220;You are no longer a carrier of that packet. The matter is over. Enjoy your coffee.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;But how did this Karan find someone to collect the bag in an unknown city?&#8221; asked Humeira.</p><p>&#8220;It is none of our business,&#8221; Farhana shut the topic.</p><p>&#8220;Correct.&#8221; Shabaz agreed. &#8220;Have you packed your bags, Humza? We will have an early dinner and drop you off.&#8221;</p><p>The family sat together for an hour discussing Humza&#8217;s prospects after his Master&#8217;s.</p><p>After they dropped him off at the airport, Humeira came into Sana&#8217;s bedroom. &#8220;Please call Hamid Bhai.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;No, it&#8217;s late.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;So what? He is your boyfriend!&#8221; Humeira said, shrugging her shoulders.</p><p>Sana continued to read her novel.</p><p> &#8220;Please, Sana. I need to speak with a police officer. Something about the Moroccan fellow is bothering me.&#8221;</p><p>Sana relented.</p><p>Hamid answered the call in one ring.</p><p>Hamid Bhai heard her out with patience, but Humeira remained unsettled, &#8220;Why was Humza so scared?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I think the possibility of carrying dollars unnerved him,&#8221; Sana said, puffing her pillows.</p><p>Humeira was in the mood to talk, but got up with a grunt, seeing the sleepy head.</p><p>In the morning, Farhana, humming her favourite tune, was detangling her damp hair.</p><p>&#8220;Someone is in a good mood.&#8221; Shabaz teased his wife.</p><p>&#8220;Of course! Humza sounded happy... and that Karan has moved out or something like that&#8230;&#8221; <br>Farhana&#8217;s voice trailed.</p><p>Son&#8217;s early morning call to his mother was enough to restore the balance at home.</p><p>The week passed in the usual routine, and no one had any inkling of the unusual start of the weekend.</p><p>The local Imam paid a visit, wanting to meet Shabaz.</p><p>It was such an honour that both Shabaz and Farhana welcomed him with much warmth.</p><p>Apologising for the sudden visit, the Imam took his seat, &#8220;I hope I didn&#8217;t disturb you.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Please don&#8217;t say that, we are pleased that you chose to visit us,&#8221; Farhana straightened the cushion.</p><p>&#8220;Is there something we can do for you, Imam Sahib?&#8221; Shabaz asked.</p><p>&#8220;Ah, no, I was just passing by.</p><p>Ah, I suppose you come to the mosque for the Friday Namaz.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Well,&#8221; Shabaz stammered, &#8220;whenever possible..., I travel a lot.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I understand. Your son, Humza, is a fine young man.&#8221;</p><p>You know Humza! Shabaz and Farhana exchanged a glance.</p><p>Humza and Humeira&#8217;s prayers are limited to festivals.</p><p>&#8220;Met him a couple of times.&#8221; The Imam played with the snack.</p><p>&#8220;As parents, we have no complaints. Shabaz sank deeper into the sofa.<br>In these fast-paced modern days, rituals of bygone eras are not always easy to follow.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Actually, our eldest daughter prays three to four times a day. She beats us all,&#8221; Farhana tried to lighten the matter.</p><p>&#8220;You mean the one running Western dance school?&#8221; Imam&#8217;s voice screeched.</p><p>He kept his plate on the table to hide his fractured demeanour.<br>&#8220;Well, well, she looks rather modern.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;We are focused on raising good humans,&#8221; Shabaz said.</p><p>Farhana tilted her head.</p><p>Imam pursed his lips. &#8220;I applaud that and thank you for your time.&#8221;</p><p>He got up with a start.</p><p>As Shabaz dropped the Imam at the gate, Farhana adjusted her dupatta.</p><p>The door closed, footsteps neared.</p><p>&#8220;SHABAZ!&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Yes, my dear? Oh, why is temper nesting on your nose?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Why did you react like that? He will preach what he is groomed to believe.&#8221;</p><p>Stuffing his hands in his pockets, Shabaz said, &#8220;Not in my house.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Now, the wrong message will spread in the community.&#8221; Farhana sat with a huff.</p><p>Shabaz sat on the other side of the sofa with the newspaper.</p><p>&#8220;Hey, guys, what&#8217;s up?&#8221; Humeira poured tea for herself.</p><p>&#8220;What happened?&#8221; She looked at her mother.</p><p>&#8220;Nothing,&#8221; Farhana replied. &#8220;You are awake early. What time did you return last night?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Same time.&#8221;</p><p>Dropping heavily on the sofa, she sighed, &#8220;Four of the world leaders are staying with us.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Yes, half the roads will be blocked,&#8221; Farhana nodded, getting up to supervise the kitchen staff.</p><p>Shabaz also got up to pack his bags. <br>He was leaving tomorrow evening for a three-day tour.</p><p>Humeira lifted her legs onto the coffee table and sipped her tea at leisure.<br></p><div><hr></div><p style="text-align: center;"><em>Part 2 next Friday.<br></em></p><div><hr></div><p></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://betweenintentions.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Things He Returned To]]></title><description><![CDATA[Postponed love, and all the interruptions in between]]></description><link>https://betweenintentions.substack.com/p/the-things-he-returned-to</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://betweenintentions.substack.com/p/the-things-he-returned-to</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Rini Sinha]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 15 May 2026 16:39:55 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!73Pi!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8137f0db-18c2-41b5-8fee-5c3743faad29_1063x1063.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Advay scribbled on the prescription pad without looking up.</p><p>&#8220;Yes, but the swelling persists.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;The new medicines will help.&#8221; He tore the prescription sheet and handed it over. &#8220;I&#8217;ll see you in three months.&#8221;</p><p>His hand reached for the bell, the smile still pasted on his face.</p><p>&#8220;James,&#8221; he asked, slipping into his blazer, &#8220;how many left?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Sir, Fifty more.&#8221;</p><p>Advay walked out of the cabin with a nod.</p><p>He returned to his desk in under an hour, and the last patient left around eight, nearly an hour past his usual time.</p><p>&#8220;Let&#8217;s go,&#8221; he told his driver.</p><p>&#8220;Sir,&#8221; the man replied, taking Advay&#8217;s bags and jacket.</p><p>A few minutes later, after parking by the roadside, he asked, &#8220;Sir, should I get chicken sandwiches?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Oh, lovely. Yes, please. Get one for yourself, too.&#8221;</p><p>Advay ate in silence and then closed his eyes.</p><p>Amber lights washed over the car as it wove through traffic, slowing at each signal. Advay sensed every move, feeling the rhythm of the city outside, a calm that allowed him to breathe deeply. He didn&#8217;t nap, yet by the time the vehicle entered the driveway, his fatigue had waned.</p><p>He could already see the heads of ten patients lined along the verandah.</p><p>An hour later, he strode up the flights of stairs.</p><p>The family sat at the dinner table; a serial played on the television, though no one was watching.</p><p>Hearing footsteps, Somak turned. &#8220;Just in time, bro.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;There you are, Adi!&#8221; Ma exclaimed. &#8220;Set his plates, Naina.&#8221;</p><p>Advay raised both hands. &#8220;Relax. Let me freshen up first.&#8221;</p><p>As he joined them, his father was leaving the table.</p><p>&#8220;Let&#8217;s all sit together after dinner,&#8221; he suggested.</p><p>&#8220;Oh? Why? Did something happen?&#8221; Advay slurped the gravy.</p><p>&#8220;What will happen?&#8221; Ma snapped. &#8220;Can&#8217;t the family sit together?&#8221;</p><p>Advay chuckled. &#8220;Of course. But I have an international call at eleven for a journal.&#8221;</p><p>Seeing her expression shift, he quickly added, &#8220;With my co-writer.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Naina, make something interesting for breakfast tomorrow,&#8221; Somak blurted.</p><p>Naina smiled at the peace offering. Of course, she would make his favourite kachories.</p><p>Waking with the chirping of the first birds had become a habit for Naina. Humming softly, she began shelling the soaked nuts.</p><p>Besides the household staff, Advay was the only early riser in the family.</p><p>But the morning didn&#8217;t start well.</p><p>The black belt was missing.</p><p>Advay pushed a drawer shut, and the upper cabinet swung open. A flicker of a smile replaced the frown.</p><p>His brown corduroy pants.</p><p><em>Ah. With the brown polka-dot tie.</em></p><p>A knock sounded at the door.</p><p>&#8220;Bhaiya...&#8221;</p><p>Naina entered with a glass of ABC juice and a few nuts, placing them carefully on the side table.</p><p>Minutes later, while fastening his leather watch, Advay darted a swift glance at the dial.</p><p>On his way out, he noticed Naina arranging nuts and multicoloured water glasses in the television lounge.</p><p>At the hospital, Advay didn&#8217;t look up from the sheet he was writing on as the nurse updated him.</p><p> &#8220;Hmm, hmm. 203 is developing medical anxiety.&#8221;</p><p>He handed her the discharge summaries of 203 and 309.</p><p>&#8220;Sir, the patient will throw a fit,&#8221; she grinned.</p><p>Advay nodded, walking towards the trauma ward.</p><p>A couple of hours later, sunlight fell softly across his face as he exited the indoor ward.</p><p>His phone buzzed.</p><p><em>James from OPD, probably.</em></p><p>But when he looked down, his pace slowed.</p><p>Stuti.</p><p>&#8220;Hey there,&#8221; he answered, his tone lifting instantly. &#8220;Someone&#8217;s still in bed, I suppose?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Where are you?&#8221; she asked.</p><p>&#8220;Take a guess.&#8221;</p><p>Her laughter crackled through the line.</p><p>&#8220;I hope you remember our lunch date?&#8221;</p><p>A fraction of hesitation was enough for her to catch the lie.</p><p>At the far end of the corridor, James sat at his desk. The waiting hall beyond was packed.</p><p>At two o&#8217;clock, Advay entered the hotel lobby.</p><p>&#8220;Hi! Someone&#8217;s looking dapper,&#8221; Stuti gushed.</p><p>&#8220;But of course. I&#8217;m meeting you.&#8221;</p><p>They walked into the restaurant together.</p><p>After the wait staff took their order and left, Advay caught Stuti&#8217;s pout.</p><p>Leaning forward, he held her hand and looked directly into her eyes.</p><p>&#8220;Just because I didn&#8217;t say anything doesn&#8217;t mean I don&#8217;t notice.&#8221;</p><p>Her brows creased.</p><p>&#8220;The eye makeup. The new hair colour. The pendant...&#8221; He squeezed her fingers gently. &#8220;I see the effort you put into looking this gorgeous.&#8221;</p><p>A small laugh escaped her.</p><p>&#8220;Thank you. But we don&#8217;t have to behave like teenagers.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Really? Then what&#8217;s with the scowl, ma&#8217;am?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Shut up.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Gotcha.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Okay, listen,&#8221; Stuti said, leaning back as servers arrived with the dishes. &#8220;I hope you&#8217;re free for the rest of the day, because we&#8217;re going to the movies after lunch.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;All yours, babe,&#8221; Advay replied, unfolding his napkin.</p><p>&#8220;Mmm. This food is forcing me to overeat. Girl, what have you ordered here?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Why overeat? Have you eaten anything since morning?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Hmm...&#8221;</p><p>She waited while he chewed slowly.</p><p>Finally, he admitted, &#8220;Naina packed peas cutlets and a whole persimmon.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;This is just the first course. Eat slowly.&#8221;</p><p>Advay glanced around the restaurant.</p><p>&#8220;What happened?&#8221; she asked.</p><p>&#8220;Look at the next table. They&#8217;re so far away. I&#8217;m sure they can&#8217;t hear you berating me.&#8221;</p><p>Stuti squealed.</p><p>The servers returned with another course.</p><p>&#8220;I chose this restaurant because it&#8217;s a stone&#8217;s throw from your hospital,&#8221; she said.</p><p>&#8220;What&#8217;s with the movie? We could just do nothing. Maybe you could&#8217;ve booked a room here.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Ah, we&#8217;ll see. After lunch, let&#8217;s head to the lounge for coffee. Then we&#8217;ll decide.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Why walk down a long corridor for coffee? Let&#8217;s have it here.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;For privacy. And we can slip downstairs from the corner.&#8221; Her eyes twinkled. &#8220;If you get bored with my company, then we&#8217;ll go watch a movie.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Smart girl,&#8221; he grinned. &#8220;I like how you somehow twist every situation toward your plan, yet still make it feel tailored to me.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;That&#8217;s so mean,&#8221; she growled, though a smile lingered at the corners of her mouth.</p><p>A buzz interrupted them.</p><p>Advay answered the call.</p><p>Stuti sat up straight.</p><p>As the conversation dragged on, her shoulders slowly sagged.</p><p><em>Of all days. Couldn&#8217;t this wait?</em></p><p>&#8220;Listen, Stuti, I gotta go.&#8221;</p><p>He didn&#8217;t even look up.</p><p><em>Coffee could wait</em>.</p><p>&#8220;But... you&#8217;re with me. Aren&#8217;t there other doctors?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I know. But this needs my attention, and I&#8217;m really close by.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;What if you weren&#8217;t?&#8221;</p><p>He had already stood up.</p><p><em>So what do I tell people?</em> Her jaw tightened. <em>That my lunch date ran off mid-meal?</em></p><p>Her cheeks had reddened. <em>Noticed details, my foot. Pretentious!</em></p><p><em>As</em> she watched him stride away, he didn&#8217;t even once turn.</p><p>The meal ended halfway, and the day carried on.</p><p>By nightfall, both of them had folded themselves back into work and routine.</p><p>By the time Advay reached home, exhaustion had flattened the rest of the evening into a blur.</p><p>A book had toppled the bedside clock.</p><p>Yawning, he reached for his phone.</p><p>Ten.</p><p><em>Oh, damn, totally knocked out.</em></p><p>He jumped out of bed and pressed the remote. Bright sunlight flooded the room, blinding him for a moment.</p><p>The lounge was unusually quiet for a Sunday.</p><p>Advay&#8217;s eyes fell on the teacozy.</p><p>&#8220;Ah.&#8221;</p><p>A staff member appeared.</p><p>&#8220;Naina made sandwiches and asked me to grill them for you.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Where is everyone?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;They&#8217;ve gone out for breakfast.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I see. Bring mine to the terrace.&#8221;</p><p>Steam spiralled upward from the teacup, fogging his glasses.</p><p> He settled into the chair and carefully placed his glasses on the wrought-iron table.</p><p>He looked around at the flower pots lined up around the parapet.</p><p>The light breeze fluttered his shirt as he stretched his legs out.</p><p><em>Nice! Ma was right about chopping off the mango tree branches covering the terrace. Stuti likes details like this.</em></p><p>He took another sip.</p><p><em>Actually, I should give her a call</em>.</p><p>She didn&#8217;t answer.</p><p>A crow cawed incessantly.</p><p>Advay peered through the branches. <em>Man, you are relentless..</em>.</p><p>The boy set the breakfast tray on the table.</p><p>&#8220;Also, get me a strong black coffee.&#8221;</p><p>By the time the coffee came, he had finished every crumb on the plate.</p><p>He called again.</p><p>This time, she answered.</p><p>&#8220;Yes, Advay?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Good morning. I thought I should thank you for yesterday&#8217;s sumptuous lunch.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Okay.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I mean... are you up for coffee and a movie tonight?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t want to come in the way of your patients and hospitals.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Come on, Stuti. You work late too. But yes, last night I stayed up reading about a case similar to what I saw yesterday.&#8221;</p><p>Silence.</p><p>&#8220;Stuti...&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I can hear you.&#8221;</p><p>He began pacing, holding his coffee.</p><p>&#8220;I really had a good time with you. It just ended abruptly.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Hmm.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Let&#8217;s meet around six-ish?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Let&#8217;s see. I&#8217;ll message you.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Sure.&#8221;</p><p>Excited voices rose from the driveway.</p><p>The family settled in the TV lounge.</p><p> &#8220;Where were you guys?&#8221; Advay asked, dropping beside Somak and throwing an arm around his shoulder.</p><p>&#8220;The waterfront.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Wait, Som,&#8221; Ma interrupted. &#8220;All this chatter can wait.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Are you home this evening, Adi?&#8221; His father asked.</p><p>Advay&#8217;s fingers danced along the sofa backrest, some tune playing in his head.</p><p>&#8220;More or less.&#8221;</p><p>His foot tapped unconsciously. His body moved back and forth.</p><p>His mother asked, &#8220;Are you in love or something?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Unlikely.&#8221;</p><p>His mother narrowed her eyes.</p><p>&#8220;Are you in love or something?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Unlikely.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Planning to date anyone?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Unlikely.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Are you singing Shakira in your head?&#8221; Somak asked suddenly.</p><p>Advay burst out laughing. &#8220;Yes! How did you guess?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I do the same,&#8221; Somak flashed an impish smile.</p><p>&#8220;We have friends coming over this evening,&#8221; Ma continued. &#8220;And they want to meet you.&#8221;</p><p>Dad raised the newspaper over his face.</p><p>Advay&#8217;s foot missed a beat.</p><p>&#8220;Look at this,&#8221; Somak interrupted, opening his camera gallery.</p><p>&#8220;See? Doesn&#8217;t the boat look like it&#8217;s entering the orange ball of the sun?&#8221;</p><p>His voice betrayed a subdued excitement.</p><p>&#8220;The softened sunlight is beautiful,&#8221; he murmured. &#8220;Especially the way the rays hit the water. Are you planning to enter competitions?&#8221;</p><p>Somak winked.</p><p> &#8220;See this one. Here, the ball of fire is engulfing the boat.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;You know, Somak, these are nice, but we have seen several such images.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Not the next one, bro.&#8221;</p><p>Advay took the phone.</p><p>A lone bird appeared to lift the boat&#8217;s hull by its beak as the sun threatened to swallow it whole. Below, seagulls skimmed the water. A fisherman&#8217;s arm stretched toward the horizon as though resisting the inevitable.</p><p>&#8220;There&#8217;s so much happening in this photograph,&#8221; Advay whispered.</p><p>&#8220;If you look closely,&#8221; Somak said proudly, &#8220;a wave lifted the boat at exactly that moment.&#8221;</p><p>Just then, Kiara barged in.</p><p>&#8220;Move a bit,&#8221; she elbowed her brother.</p><p>Advay fell on Somak, and the device slipped out of his palm, but the string looped on his little finger.</p><p>&#8220;You almost broke it, Kia,&#8221; Somak yelled at his sister.</p><p>&#8220;Sorry. Mama, did you tell Adi about the girl?&#8221;</p><p><em>Friends?</em> Advay turned sharply.</p><p>Ma shifted awkwardly while Dad buried himself deeper behind the newspaper.</p><p>&#8220;We were going to,&#8221; she muttered.</p><p>Seeing his wife fidget, <em>h</em>e stepped in.</p><p> &#8220;Yes, we intend to talk to Adi about a potential match. We have heard good things about the family and the girl. She is...&#8221; <br>His wife cut him off, &#8220;She studied in London, too and is launching her own clothing line.&#8221;</p><p>Throughout it all, Somak scrolled through photographs while Advay listened with his hand resting against his chin.</p><p>&#8220;What else?&#8221; he asked quietly.</p><p>&#8220;Nothing more,&#8221; his father replied.</p><p>&#8220;We haven&#8217;t even seen pictures yet,&#8221; Ma added quickly. &#8220;Apparently, she once participated in a beauty pageant.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;And frankly,&#8221; Dad continued, &#8220;you&#8217;re thirty-four now. It&#8217;s time.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;You can ask our friends what you want to know about the girl before you decide to meet her,&#8221; Ma suggested.</p><p>&#8220;What nonsense,&#8221; he laughed lightly, patting Somak&#8217;s shoulder. &#8220;You people are still within the lower limit.&#8221;</p><p>Naina entered with drinks.</p><p>&#8220;Ah, perfect timing,&#8221; Ma said gratefully.</p><p>Both got up, and Naina followed them with their drinks.</p><p>Kiara was silently gushing over her hand-painted flowing skirt.</p><p>The conversation had faded into background noise.</p><p>&#8220;Why are you blushing? No one is talking about your wedding,&#8221; Somak teased.</p><p>Advay remembered, suddenly.</p><p>&#8220;What happened to that guy? Haven&#8217;t seen him around lately.&#8221;</p><p>Kiara waved dismissively.</p><p>&#8220;Huh. He couldn&#8217;t even distinguish between forks.&#8221;</p><p>The brothers exploded into laughter.</p><p>&#8220;Is it vanity or visceral?&#8221; Somak quipped.</p><p>Kiara played with the rim of her glass.</p><p>&#8220;It&#8217;s not that.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;It is,&#8221; Advay said calmly. &#8220;His ordinariness stopped feeling novel.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;You know,&#8221; she admitted slowly, &#8220;he got too comfortable with the lack.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Not a hustler?&#8221; Somak summarized.</p><p>Advay bit his lips. <em>Is that how women evaluate&#8230;</em></p><p>Just then, Ma re-entered the room.</p><p>&#8220;Adi, the girl&#8217;s family wants to visit next Saturday.&#8221;</p><p>Advay nodded absentmindedly.</p><p>&#8220;Can you be home by noon?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Difficult. I&#8217;m in Hyderabad for a conference.&#8221;</p><p>Her eyes widened.</p><p>&#8220;And the week after that, Delhi.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;What is this behaviour, Adi?&#8221; she snapped. &#8220;Wait till I tell your father,&#8221; <em>m</em>omentarily forgetting about the person on the other side of the call.</p><p>Advay smacked his lips,<em> </em>&#8220;They can come, should they wish.&#8221;</p><p>Ma stormed out.</p><p>&#8220;Marriage is such an outdated concept,&#8221; Kiara declared.</p><p>&#8220;True,&#8221; Somak agreed. &#8220;But not weddings.&#8221;</p><p>All three siblings erupted into laughter.</p><p>The following weeks dissolved into conferences, late dinners, unanswered messages, and shifting schedules.</p><p>Meeting Stuti again after nearly a month felt unexpectedly pleasant.</p><p>&#8220;It&#8217;s lovely to see you,&#8221; Advay said warmly.</p><p>&#8220;Same here.&#8221;</p><p>The smile reached her eyes.</p><p>They talked animatedly, trying to bridge all the days that had slipped between them.</p><p>The phone rang mid-meal.</p><p>Advay glanced at the screen and switched it off.</p><p>&#8220;If it&#8217;s the hospital, you should answer,&#8221; Stuti said softly. &#8220;I&#8217;d understand.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Relax, why are you getting so worked up?</p><p>He helped himself to another serving.</p><p>&#8220;Here. You haven&#8217;t tried this yet.&#8221;</p><p>He lifted a spoonful toward her.</p><p>Stuti dabbed the corners of her mouth.</p><p>She liked his attention.</p><p>&#8220;You know, after Dad&#8217;s recent scare, I think I finally understand doctors... and what the work demands.&#8221;</p><p>His phone rang again.</p><p>This time, Advay answered.</p><p>&#8220;I&#8217;m busy. Please call someone else.&#8221;</p><p>He disconnected before the person on the other end could respond.</p><p>Stuti stared at him.</p><p>&#8220;So curt,&#8221; she murmured.</p><p>Then, unable to stop herself:</p><p>&#8220;Why did you snap at her?&#8221;</p><p>Advay shrugged casually.</p><p>&#8220;I&#8217;ve handled hundreds of such cases.&#8221;</p><p>Stuti wiped her hands carefully on the napkin.</p><p>&#8220;What&#8217;s bothering you?&#8221; he looked at her quizzically.</p><p>&#8220;Nothing.&#8221; She paused. &#8220;I wanted to tell you something.&#8221;</p><p>He looked into her eyes.</p><p>&#8220;I&#8217;m moving to Texas on an assignment.&#8221;</p><p>The knife scraped the plate. Advay held it firmly.</p><p>He reached for water, the glass cool against his palm.</p><p>&#8220;This is wonderful news, congratulations.&#8221; Advay shifted a little. &#8220;Moving for good?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;As of now, six months...&#8221;</p><p>Advay reached for the glass of water.</p><p>His eyes followed the glinting rays falling on the crystals from the chandelier<em>.</em></p><p><em>SIX MONTHS...ah, six months.</em></p><p>&#8220;We should celebrate,&#8221; he said. Have you tried the souffl&#233;?&#8221; His pitch was on the higher side.</p><p>From the corner of his eye, he saw one of her eyebrows rise.</p><p>The following week passed in fragments, meals missed, doors closed, questions deferred.</p><p>But on the weekend, Naina knocked, &#8220;Bhaiya...&#8221;</p><p>Advay half turned to see her peering through the half-opened door.</p><p>The laptop screen lit the right side of his face.</p><p>Sorry to disturb, but everyone is calling you.&#8221;</p><p>Before he could deny, she offered a hasty lure, &#8220;I am making frothiest coffee for you!&#8221;</p><p>Advay grinned. &#8220;I am sold, let&#8217;s see who is missing me?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;There you are! Adi, why have you been so reticent these past weeks, son?&#8221; Ma asked.</p><p>&#8220;It&#8217;s called being busy, Ma.&#8221; He put his arms around her.</p><p>&#8220;If the mother-son melodrama is over, can we confirm the dinner with the girl&#8217;s family?&#8221; Dad&#8217;s mocked.</p><p>&#8220;Yes, of course.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;But, what&#8217;s keeping you so busy these days, Adi?&#8221; his father casually asked.</p><p>&#8220;I&#8217;m moving to London next month to do sports medicine.<em>&#8221;</em></p><p>The conversation around him continued.</p><p>For once, Advay sat quietly.</p><blockquote><p></p></blockquote>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[In the lane outside ]]></title><description><![CDATA[From Liana&#8217;s Window]]></description><link>https://betweenintentions.substack.com/p/in-the-lane-outside</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://betweenintentions.substack.com/p/in-the-lane-outside</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Rini Sinha]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 08 May 2026 14:18:33 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!73Pi!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8137f0db-18c2-41b5-8fee-5c3743faad29_1063x1063.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>&#8220;What&#8217;s all this crowding?&#8221; yelled the potbellied man, accompanied by two women.<br>&#8220;Uncle, we are Liana&#8217;s friends,&#8221; one of the youngsters said.<br>&#8220;Give us room and you two, push the bed against the wall.&#8221;</p><p>Liana was put on the bed, a pillow placed beneath her plastered leg.<br>&#8220;Now there is enough room for the nurse to sleep on the floor,&#8221; one of the women said, surveying the room.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://betweenintentions.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>The man grinned, pleased. He moved the three-seater against the opposite wall. &#8220;So we have a place to sit when we come to meet Liana,&#8221; he added with a wink.</p><p>The women nodded, smiling.<br>One of Liana&#8217;s friends arranged medicines, a water jug and books on the side table.</p><p>&#8220;Uncle, we all live close by. We&#8217;ll take turns staying with her,&#8221; she said<br><br>The chubby woman&#8217;s face lit up. &#8220;So can you stay here till the nurse arrives?&#8221;<br>&#8220;Yes, of course, Aunty.&#8221;<br>&#8220;But not all eight, nine of you. This is not a party hall,&#8221; snarled the man.<br><em>Insufferable. </em>She smiled sweetly, &#8220;Sure, Uncle.&#8221;</p><p><br>He slapped his paunch, as if declaring the matter settled. &#8220;Alright then, let&#8217;s leave. Liana is deep asleep.&#8221;<br>&#8220;Yes, looks like the medicine won&#8217;t wear off soon,&#8221; the other woman said, gathering her sari pallu.</p><p>The door clicked shut.<br>A hush.<br>Then suppressed laughter spilled into the living room.</p><p>&#8220;Hey, guys,&#8221; Liana called.</p><p>Everyone rushed in.</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;re awake!&#8221; Deb exclaimed.<br>Liana winked, a smile spreading across her face.<br><br>&#8220;Boo!&#8221; Sty appeared at the window, startling everyone.<br>&#8220;Open the door. I got something useful, a wireless bell kit.&#8221;<br><br>&#8220;Now the nurse can sleep in the living room and still hear you.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;That&#8217;s such a relief.&#8221; Liana&#8217;s hands dropped to her sides. <em>Now our breaths won&#8217;t clash mid-air.</em></p><p>The next morning, sunlight streamed in.</p><p>As the nurse propped up her pillows and changed the sheets, Liana noticed a car passing by.</p><p>A little boy in a school uniform rested his head against the window, chin tucked into his small hands. He neither smiled nor was grumpy.</p><p>Liana watched for a sign until the car disappeared at the bend.</p><p>The nurse was asking about her parents, leading to more questions, but Liana&#8217;s eyelids grew heavy.</p><p>After that, a pattern settled.<br><br>Each morning, when the nurse made the bed, Liana looked for the dreamy child&#8217;s car to pass.</p><p>The nurse would finish her tasks and leave, lips pursed.</p><p>The afternoons blurred into one another, and muted television sounds drifted in and out of the living room.</p><p>Evenings, though, were lively with friends.</p><p>And lately, the morning drowsiness had begun to lift.<br>That day, Liana felt unusually alert.</p><p>She rang the bell. &#8220;Will you help me sit up?&#8221;<br><br>The nurse bolstered the pillows and drew out the curtain. She remembered to place the small tray with the bell and water on the windowsill. <br><br>Propping against the headrest offered a clear view of the outside lane. <br><br>&#8220;Aha, the spring is showing its colours,&#8221; Liana exclaimed.<br>No response.</p><p>She noticed the deft movement of the nurse&#8217;s pudgy hands and stole a glance at her face. The oiled hair pulled back in a tight bun exposed her expression. <br><br> <em>I don&#8217;t think she likes me. </em><br>Her lips puckered. She looked out.</p><p>Under the palash tree, a crouching woman was consoling her wailing child as she poured water from a bottle into her steel tiffin box.</p><p>Liana leaned forward. <br>The woman kept talking, and the wide-eyed urchin opened his mouth without any tantrum.</p><p>She gulped down the leftover rice water, packed her things and left the place without a trace.</p><p>Only then did Liana exhale, as if she too was transfixed by the story.</p><p>The nurse arrived with her protein-rich fare.</p><p>Her eyes stung. Nostrils flared. She pushed the veggies around the plate.<em> </em><br><em>&#8220;I&#8217;ll waste all this.&#8221;</em></p><p>Outside, the palash flowers trembled in the wind.</p><p>The cellphone rang.<br>&#8220;Hmm,&#8221; she answered, unsure of her voice.</p><p>Deb&#8217;s voice floated in, &#8220;What&#8217;s up, babe?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Nothing much.&#8221; Liana looked at her laden lunch tray and then outside.</p><p>&#8220;Well, I have oven-fresh news about Rohit Sir!&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;What!&#8221; The pull was immediate.</p><p>As the story unfolded, Liana listened intently, nodding, reacting, each bite slipping into her mouth unnoticed.</p><p>By the time the call ended, her plate was empty.<br>She lay back. A faint smile flitted.</p><p>The next day felt brighter. Her energy matched the morning sunshine. <br><br>After lunch, the nurse painted her nails, changed the upholstery and placed a vase of fresh flowers on the side table.</p><p>Thanks to her girl gang, they melted the ice with the nurse.</p><p>She flicked her painted nails in the sunlight, bobbing her head to music.</p><p>Then she noticed it, a metallic grey-blue car parked outside. <em>Nice.</em></p><p><em>But </em>now the view was blocked. <em>If only the driver knew that the lane stages so many tales every day</em>&#8230;<br> <br>Liana pleated the sheet covering her, played with her hair, then drifted in and out of various phone apps.</p><p>She was about to lie down when a man rushed to open the car door.</p><p>His hair was wayward, and his half-tucked shirt was wrinkled. He rubbed his temple again and again.</p><p>Rummaging through his pockets, he found the key and quickly took out a large plastic bag.</p><p>The blue envelope of X-ray plates peeked out.</p><p>Liana&#8217;s fingers tightened around the bedsheet.</p><p>When he left, stillness returned. But in the car&#8217;s rear-view mirror&#8230;</p><p>Another man.<br>Standing against the tree. Half a bicycle tyre was visible. He checked his phone repeatedly, brows creased.</p><p>Minutes passed.</p><p>A call came. A brief exchange followed. He kept the phone in his pocket and disappeared from the mirror&#8217;s frame.</p><p>Then his boots trampled the petals of the palash flowers strewn underneath. &#8220;Oh no!&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;What happened?&#8221; The nurse came half-running, stumbling into the bedroom.</p><p>Liana had unwittingly exclaimed aloud. Her face reddened.</p><p> &#8220;Are you alright?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Yes, I am fine. Just lamenting if only I could walk.&#8221;</p><p>The nurse smiled, but Liana didn&#8217;t miss the frown on her face.</p><p>&#8220;After all, tomorrow is the big day,&#8221; the nurse comforted her.</p><p>Liana caressed her cast, covered in drawings, signatures, and messages from people who mattered to her. <em>I will keep it as a souvenir.</em></p><p>At the clinic<em>, </em>sitting atop the stretcher, Liana let out a heavy breath.<em> <br>Finally, the wait is over&#8230; and the weight, too.</em></p><p>The doctor looked up.<em> </em>&#8220;Feeling lighter, huh?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Yes, doctor,&#8221; Liana said, flexing slightly. &#8220;Strange, though.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Physiotherapy will help,&#8221; he assured her. &#8220;But you have to endure the process.&#8221;</p><p>She did. The repeated count of one to ten for each physio session exhausted Liana.</p><p>But what choice did she have? The forced holiday break must end sooner rather than later.</p><p>Her friends have not said a word about her job threat, but such a long absence will surely impact her career.</p><p>Three&#8230; four&#8230;</p><p>She clenched her fist. Someone else must be handling her projects by now.</p><p>She called the nurse. &#8220;Please count for me.&#8221;</p><p>Her legs lifted, obedient but disconnected.</p><p>Eyes closed. Jaw set.<br><em>Should I call up the tech head and let him know I am much stronger?</em></p><p>She opened her eyes.</p><p>A girl sat by the roadside, gathering fallen palash petals into her lap. One by one, she threaded them.</p><p>A few petals tore. She set them aside and continued.</p><p>Liana followed the movement of her hands. The same motion, again and again.</p><p>Liana watched. Her leg moved in rhythm. Slow, steady.<br></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://betweenintentions.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! 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Her trolley stands off to the side.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://betweenintentions.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>&#8220;There you are,&#8221; he says, wiping his forehead.</p><p>&#8220;Come, let&#8217;s go.&#8221; Priya pats his shoulder.</p><p>A car passes. The wind lifts her dress. She quietly shifts behind her cart.</p><p>&#8220;Man, the entire city is flying off. Look at the queue!&#8221; Priya grumbles.<br>Param grins. &#8220;Turn left.&#8221;</p><p>Priya follows his gaze towards a newly opened gate.</p><p>&#8220;What! Is it our lucky day?&#8221;<br>They move quickly to the barely crowded baggage counter. Priya settles into a window seat in the lounge, opening her NYT puzzle.<br><br>Param stretches, yawns, and skims the crowd.</p><p>&#8220;Can I go first?&#8221;</p><p>She barely nods.</p><p>&#8220;Be back soon.&#8221;</p><p>A few minutes later, he returns, wiping his hands with a tissue. His face looks lighter.</p><p>&#8220;Yeah,&#8221; he says, dropping into his seat. &#8220;Go, freshen up.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I&#8217;m good.&#8221;</p><p>Suitcases roll past. People gather in lines. He drums his fingers on his bag.</p><p>&#8220;I mean&#8230; You probably should drink something.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;What?&#8221; An announcement crackles overhead.</p><p>&#8220;Hydration is underrated.&#8221;</p><p>She rolls her eyes. &#8220;I wear diapers during travel.&#8221;</p><p>He pauses. &#8220;Huh. That&#8217;s new.&#8221;</p><p>She hands him her sanitiser. &#8220;Help yourself.&#8221;<br>Param shrugs. <br>He stretches his legs, watching as people keep adding themselves to serpentine lines in front of unopened gates.</p><p>He leans back, arm behind his head, and tries to nap.</p><p>The announcement cuts through the lull.</p><p>Priya is already gathering her things. He gets up too.</p><p>She walks a little ahead.</p><p>Param quickens his pace, but two girls brush past him to get closer to Priya. A few more whisper, pointing at her bag. His brows knit.</p><p>Inside, she places it carefully under her seat, rather than in the overhead bin.</p><p>He pauses in the aisle for a moment longer.<br>The plane taxied, and the air hostess demonstrated the flight safety instructions.</p><p>Param&#8217;s screen flickers blue as he scrolls through menus. He huffs, pulls off his headphones, and looks around. The same glow everywhere.</p><p>He glances at Priya, still absorbed in her crossword.</p><p>He nudges the armrest.</p><p>&#8220;Hmm?&#8221; she says, not looking up.</p><p>&#8220;What&#8217;s the point of carrying your purse in a sack?&#8221;</p><p>Priya chuckles. &#8220;If you know, you know.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;No, really. Enlighten me.&#8221;</p><p>She waits for the drinks trolley to pass.</p><p>&#8220;These bags hold value.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Then keep it in a bank locker like gold.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;That&#8217;s what the dust bag&#8217;s for.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;&#8230;so, you buy something expensive when you can&#8217;t flaunt it?&#8221;</p><p>She takes a sip.</p><p>&#8220;I do. I show it at the right places.&#8221;</p><p> </p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://betweenintentions.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! 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